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Wow has defenitly been a very long time since i have writen in here......so much has changed in my life since i have last wrote in this thing! Now that i look back at some of the shit i wrote in here back in high school sounds really fucking stupid...sorry for being like that!damn i almost want to kick my own ass for being that ignorent, who ever wrote me that annonymce comment on one of my livejournals saying that i deserved to get my ass kicked that one night a James Kools (however you spell it) Hey i defently don't have any resentment anymore i was pretty talkative and fucking a dumbass back in school....i don't think i would have been ever saying that back then...oh well we arn't fucking all perfect people and shit im still not! i don't even know if anyone i use to talk to still actually writes or reads this shit. Isn't weird how everyone loses touch after a while, people you thought you would know and keep in touch with for like your whole life...you just don't ever see or talk to anymore. The only times you ever see those people are at wal mart or some hole in the wall bar...crazy shit. So its like 3 30 in the morning right now i got off work at the Palace Casino ( I work Room Service, its a pretty laid back job and good money) got some beer and just popped some "things" and decided just to come home and chill.....and that is exactly what im doing is chilling. No bars and partying tonight just kicking back and listening to some music...you know sometimes you just need some alone time... and...you know..... Fuck i haven't got online in forever im taking some online courses at JC this semester so i just got on to look some of that shit up...that didn't take much of my time up. I remember back in the day i could stay online for hours and find shit to do now i just don't know.Looked up some local concerts and just been downloading music. For about a good month now the only cd you can find in my car or my cd player at home ( you know sometimes you just get stuck on that one certain band for a while) Pantera ( All their albums i love all of them!) I don't know a lot of people say that after " the great southern trenkill" they went down the drain but personally thats my favorite album of them all...fuck it whatever. I finally just changed cds earlier today in my car to Acid Bath " When the kite string pops" good shit...good shit... I tell you what man i get made fun of a lot because all i listen to is old fucking shit. I just don't know man i can't find any new bands that i have been able to get into....it's like the only shit i listen to is the shit i have been listening to since like the 7th grade, like i get all the bands i've been listening to forevers new albums but im just not very open to the "newer bands" that have been coming out. I think the first cd i bought that i actually heard and liked and gave a chance to was Modest Mouse and they have been out for a while now...I don't know i guess im just into that fucking hardcore thrash metal "creepy" shit that everyone hates. I think its a more hip hop era right now, they defenitly have got that and making millions off of it! hey don't get me wrong im not going to lie they have some catchy fucking lyrics and music so more power to them! Do ya'll remember what Phill Ansellmo said in 101 proof that " all the experts say that heavy metal is dead and gone"...??? What do you think... im starting to wonder that my self...because i have just not heard anything lately that has just gave me that adrenaline rush i feel when i hear the shit i love! Ahhh....im just wondering off in stupid shit that know one cares about... i just love to talk about my musical interest with other people that like the same shit too....Sometimes i wondering if that can be considered a hobbie??? Like i hate on applications, resumes, or just commen shit talking when people ask what your hobbies are i just like freeze up i don't know what to say...i always put working, music, and school....are those even considered hobbies???!!!haha!! well i can keep on talking about what has happened in my life for ever since the last time i have wrote but im sure i don't know how to sum it all up in a fucking livejournal! So I guess i'll talk about the cool shit that has just happened this summer...lets see... i went and saw Soul Fly in N.O. and got kicked out for under age drinking so i really didn't get to see them...but for me being so fucked up and loud like i am after the show i got to meet everyone in the band(exept fucking Max!That sucked), umm... went to see Mudvayne. went to Cali to visit the family for about a month (very interesting)things have changed so much over there im still so just blown away...i don't know if im just so use to the Mississippi lifestyle now that i just don't care about moving back there anymore like i always told myself that was where i was going to go back to but when i came back i was like well maybe Florida or Louisiana after I get my degree to live... don't get me wrong it's still a fucking kick ass place but it's so much more expensive and fucking i can't even explain it in a sentence! I just think realisticthings you defenitly need money to live confortably over there and thats what i live...its weird because like my house in fucking park town O.S is like a whatever kind of house you know park town isn't fucking fancy and shit and over in Cali a house like the ones in park town would go for a good fucking million dollars (no fucking lie!! probaly a good couple of million!!!) ummm... i have this wonderful boyfriend now! Yeah really and you know how i say everyone i date is wonderfull! No i really mean it!! Like everyone that i know that meets him fucking loves him and gives me so much props for having him! We have been together for a year and like 6 months now...its defenitly a change on the trash im use to!! i know i know crazy shit!? ahhh... got my fake id when i got back from cali so ive been just hanging out at the local bars and drinking and "parting" i guess...im really not to big on house partys and shit anymore... i just like going and having a few drinks with my close friends or people from work or just chilling with them and their house and drinking a few drinks...also strange to i guess...umm... trying to get the whole college thing down.and just working working working!!! I have been working at the Palace since Oct and i love it i know everyone thinks casino jobs and most of them do the only thing good about them is the money but the Palace is one the best casinos on the coast to work at i get good money just like all the other ones and i don't deal with the stress the other casinos give, i guess maybe because its a small casino. I got ajob at the up and coming Hard Rock also doing Room Service also. I'm going to work both jobs tell December and make some extra money to move out on and then decide which one i want, i don't just want to quit this job i have and regret it you know? because i really have it good over at he Palace thats why im taking online courses this semester i kind of feel like a slacker for that but fuck...im still doing it and i wont ever let a few more extra hundred dollars in my pocket make me think i want to give up school and make a career out of room servive! i just have my mind set on what i want to do for the rest of my life and im not going to let it go ( by the way im going for nursing hopefully nurse anethesis-thats my goal but whatever i can handle ill be find with my RN degree) and i guess that is really all i have to say right now...im on my last beet on the 6 pack so i think im going to go ahead and pass out and get some sleep for a nother wonderful day at work again!yeppee! well...i sure have wrote a lot, alright im outs...
sorry for all the mispelling im fucked up you know how it is...
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Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
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Wow it sure has been a long time since ive been on here so I guess ill update ppl. on how ive been. Ummm...well there isnt to much to say. All I really do is go to work and school. Um ill be graduating early next year I plan to go back to Cali in Jan. I just have to see about that. If not in Jan some time soon afterwards to start college and what not. All I really do now is hang out with friends in Gautier, they are pretty awesome I love them to death. Oh and today was Fat Tue and I didnt get to go to the parade because I got a tattoo, that took like 3 hours and then I had to go to work so I missed out on all the fun. Oh well I wasnt real worried about mardi gras this year it didnt even seem like it. My friend from Gautier drew my tat, its beautiful. I didnt go to any parades this year. I went to Mobile with a couple of friends but we got there just as the parade was over so we stuck around on daulphin st. and drank at this little bar. We saw a girl get f**ked 4 times on a balcony that was pretty interesting, I think i had more fun taking shots at the bar with friends. Yep so I guess thats all Ive really been up to.
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Saturday, August 17th, 2002
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wow its been along time since ive been on here. I just got the internet back. We got DSL so thats pretty cool...Hmmm whats been going on with my life....not to much of anything..this summer was just kind of a blah. Met Chris crazy redneck family in GA,they wernt that crazy, i liked them. Umm...worked at Winn Dixie for about 3 or 4 months, it was a great job and went to see Tool. That was about my summer. Hung out with brandon once for like 30 mins and saw matt,chase, dustin..and some other ppl. once that was about it. I guess the highlight of it was see Tool. Out of all those days ive worked and that was the only thing i got. thats horrible...school started,its ok i guess not as bad as i though it would be. Dont hate as many ppl. as i thought i did. everytime im in school i feel i hate ppl more and more...but its like whatever now..umm robby woodward is back in MS. he dropped out of the army and is getting a divorse...awww to bad for him. You fuck someone over it comes back to you twice as hard..and i do belive thats what happend to him. Oh got drunk with these 3 navy satanist...that was really interesting,,how many times do you meet navy satanist...they ended up being weird so chris and i decided to leave. Went to the Car show rave today with chris. saw chase amd them there. it was all ok but it was really fucking hot. i begged chris to take me home and let me change and when we got back it was basically over..chris was really upset cause he didnt get to see anything he wanted. Its like we left for an hour and thats when everything started the hydrolic or however you spell contest, the bass contest, and hot girls contest. Ill just have to think of a way to make it up to him...well im tired i think im going to go upstairs for a while then pass out.
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Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002
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| Time: | 12:55 am. |
| Mood: |  numb. | | Music: | the devil rave song........ |
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So Sat. night Chris and I went out to dinner. We were going to go to Olive Garden but for some reason we stoped in the middle of the rode and chose to go to Red Lobster instead. It was good. I had lobster for the first time. I didnt get any though cause I was scared I was going to hate it so I just tryed so of Chris. It was yummy. Then this weekend Chris and I just kind of wasted it away. Today we had to go to the base and get Chris nose checked. Its kind of scary seeing a big 6ft man all built and shit in camo taking your temperture. So Brandon is over here now and his going to be driving Chris home from the hospital tomorrow cause Chris is going to be all druged up. Yea!!! So now Chris and Brandon are looking at "tats" and so on...Auhhh im getting tired gotta leave the house by 6:30 tomorrow. Blah ........
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| Time: | 4:59 pm. |
| Mood: |  peaceful. | | Music: | No Doubt- Sunday morning. |
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Man are white trash kids funny as hell....
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So Friday after school was great. Brandon,Rachel,Cody, and I were all going to hang out but by the end of the day I was so tired and just wanted to sleep. Brandon called and I told him to just come get me when they were headed over to James for the "keg party." I figured its been along time since i've gone out and done something I need to. Tonight was going to be great.....yah..right. Will Chris came over to my house and woke me up and was like were is brandon and them I was like hmmm i dont know i guess they didnt stop by. It was 10 o'clock. So Chris was like u still want to go over to that party, I was like yah I do. I got out of bed and we left to st. andrews. We walked in and their was a lot of people there. Saw Brandon and Cody and Rachel they said they came by and no one was home i told them i was asleep. We sat around I drank 2 cups of beer and mingled around. Chris mingled around too...wired huh? Chris is usually an ass but he said fuck it and mingled too. Everything was going good. A lot of drunk ass people just being retard having a good time. Then my friend Cassie in 4th period was there and ask if chris and I would give her a ride home. I said sure and right when we were walking out the door some people showed up. I went up to them and it was Teddy Pickard,Anthony Pickard, Jason Unger, and some other guys. Oh and Kristem Salmons. Yep, see Kristen doesnt like me b/c I said I didnt like Marshall....I dont know his last name, Danin said its the only Marshall in are school. So since I said I didn't like him she hates me. and since I dont like someone that means i automatically talk shit about them. Which is really funny cause I dont remember ever saying to much about Marshall except I didn't like him.Yeah... anyways back to the story. Teddy and Jason and I are aqatinces so we say hey whats up same with Chris and Teddy and Jason they use to go to school together. So we are leaving we come back 20 mins. later and some how since I heard how Kristen was I kind thought their might be something going to happen but then I was like will Kristen just got out of Juvy I don't think she is stupid enough to do some dumb shit like that. So Chris and I get back to the party. We go in the house and I see Celect. She was drunk! We sat their and talked and I was like hey come with me outside to get my cup in the truck and I need to talk to u about something. So we are going outside and we are talking I go in the truck and get my cup and im closing the door and here comes Kristen saying " I fucking hate you you bitch, blah blah blah" I was like agh great. I was like " Ok Kristen whatever" and keep on walking to the house. Then she was like " I fucking hate you im going to beat your ass, blah blah blah" So I turned around and was like "why, seriously, what the hell did I ever do to you, please tell me" and she was like " you are talking shit, talking shit about Marshall" I was like "Ok...whatever dude" and was walking inside and she was like "no fuck that" and she jumped on me and we fought. She punched me in the face a couple of good times and that was it. Im not sure exactly how it stoped I think its cause everyone heard and came outside and it stopped then. John Beterten(however u say it) grabbed me and brought me into the bathroom and was like what the fuck happened damn that was fucking stupid. Then everyone was like man what the hell is her problem. I was like she doesnt like me. I wiped the blood from my mouth and I came back to the party and their was Chris. His head all busted. At first I thought maybe it was my blood but then I was like wait I didn't even touch him...then John was like what the hell happened w/ you. Kristen, Teddy and all of them were leaving and Chris went out there and looked at Kristen and was like man what the fuck....so Jason was like oh blah blah blah and punched Chris in the face so then Teddy and 4 other guys jumped on Chris. Yep so 6 guys jumped on Chris...So then Kristen was telling someone she was sorry cause she was drunk. I really dont understand how you can be drunk that fast. I was only gone for 20 mins maybe not even that and she was drunk off her ass...I don't know maybe she is a light weight. Anyways some guy named Spencer whoever that was jumped on Chris too. John asked us to leave cause that Spencer kid keep talking shit and said he was going to beat Chris ass and blah blah blah.... so we were like sure man and left. Come to find out nobody there know who that Spencer kid was and he was talking shit to everyone that night and a couple of kids wanted to beat his ass cause he wouldnt shut the fuck up. Everyone wondered why Teddy and Kristen and all of them were there too b/c they never come over there, like never...I think ive seen teddy and jason there once but thats it. So its really wired that they just showed up when nobody was friends w/ them there. Who knows. Yep but I sure did get my ass beat no point in lying...its not like anyone isnt going to know Monday and school. I have a black eye and a busted lip. I just dont know I mean its expected isnt it...everyone knows me....am I a fighter...fuck no...do I look like one....fuck no...so yeah...more than likely if I get into a fight I well more that likely get my ass beat. Chris got his ass beat a couple of scraches and a like cut on his eyebrow..but thats expected dont u think...you get jumped by 6 ppl and see what happens to you.....So my mom and chris mom and everyone else says I should press charges on Kristen...but in a way I dont want to b/c I think that would be sinking almost as low as her....but then again i just might...she didnt think to much on it. She just got out of jail is on house arrested and decideds to break that and get into a fight...Oh well...so much for a good night.....
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| Mood: |  thirsty. | | Music: | TOOL-. |
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God do I ever hate the souths weather. Its all hummid out side. Why can't we have perfect weather here? Oh well so today I guess ill clean or something. I wonder if Jason and Erica are still in OS, erica said she would stop by but she didn't. Maybe some time soon ill go to Jasons to get my cds back.....agh i think im going to smoke
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Saturday, March 16th, 2002
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So today I did absolutely nothing at all. I sleep tell about 2 and woke up and watched lifetime movies with my mom. I figured I would get started on my research paper on AIDS, I wanna have it done before spring break. Then I just kind of layed around the house some more w/my mom and watched more lifetime movies. Now its like 9 something and im just waiting around for Chris to get off work. I might be going to his house and spending the night. I really don't want to his grandma hates my guts and she always has something to say to me...agh..Oh well. I think I might dye my hair blond sometime...I wonder if that would look good. I don't know. Lets see what else is there to talk about...Oh Chris gets payed Monday im going to see if he will buy me that cd Danin was talking about from that band DOWN, they have good musicians in it so im guessing it will be a good cd. I wanna get the green jelly cd again. Im not sure what I did with that cd. All I know is that its gone and I miss it. Chet told me that Maynard(singer of TOOl) was on that cd....he sang...I don't remember what part he said he sang in it....i think the 3 pigs song...im not sure but I would have never thought it was him. I think im going to go and finish my cig.
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Yep today is Sunday....I hate Sundays they have to worse than Fri. and Sat. What to do today...hmmm...nothing. I think Erica is suppose to be coming into town today... Maybe she will stop by here before she leaves, who knows. Well I guess I don't have anything else to say..
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Saturday, March 9th, 2002
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Ahhhh....today is Sat. and its 6:17.....sat....and im bored out of my mind.... I spent the night at Chris house. I just don't know about Chris sometimes. We got into it today about some long bullshit...Im starting to have some doubts in Chris, especially after today. I mean we sort of worked everything out, its just...I don't know. Whatever....Its not to important. I wonder how James party was yesterday. Anyone go? Celect wanted me and her to go but I called and noone picked up and I wouldn't have had a ride over there tell about 10 or so...and it would have been Chris and I didn't realy want Chris to go since like most the ppl. that would have been there wouldnt like him the only ppl that would would be ....me and Brandon. Yeah....Chris didn't make a good inpression on my friends. I mean they probably wouldnt have cared that he was there cause I mean nobody gives a shit anymore its just Chris. If he would have saw Matt or Big James there he probably would have wanted to leave. So I decided not to go and sleep the day away. Sometimes being in love isn't all it is suppose too. Its mainly sacrafises....lots and lots of sacrafises! Maybe Celect and I would do something some other time. Maybe she would want to go to the Flogging molly show. who knows. She told me Michael hates me. Its wierd cause just a while ago he liked me and it was ok for Celect to talk to me, who knows I just dont get Michael...him and Chris are just alike (in relationship) I just dont understand how they arnt friends anymore. Oh well. I wonder what Chris and I are going to do tonight....maybe ummm.... maybe we will go to the waffle house for a cherry coke! Big James, Brandon, Matt, Dustin G., and I did that a couple of times last summer. Nothing was better than Dennys though!!!! Especially the night we just couldn't stop laughing....im not sure what we were laughing at....was it that Chase keeped on spilling his drink on him even though he was drinking it from a straw....nah, was it Dustin G. being drunk and sprinkling salt on everyone...nah. I think it was the "puff" thing....damn that was the funniest thing! We need to do that again someday..hehe. We just couldnt stop laughing...I dont think anyone was drunk that night, thats the fucked up thing...hehe God the good old days!!!! ah memorys.... So my dad keeps on calling me, its kind of freaking me out...my dad never calls me, not to talk to me at least.He calls maybe once a month just to see if im still alive and sends me 50 bucks. Kind of wierd, I think I might be a nurse. I was talking to my aunt and she said that shes a nurse and nurses in Cali are making about 8000 to 10,000 a month. I wonder if thats possibale, just to be a nurse. I dont know who knows. Ill see. All I know is whatever career I do im going to Cali to work cause they make more money at anything. Ah im tired maybe i can sleep some more
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Ahhhh....today is Sat. and its 6:17.....sat....and im bored out of my mind.... I spent the night at Chris house. I just don't know about Chris sometimes. We got into it today about some long bullshit...Im starting to have some doubts in Chris, especially after today. I mean we sort of worked everything out, its just...I don't know. Whatever....Its not to important. I wonder how James party was yesterday. Anyone go? Celect wanted me and her to go but I called and noone picked up and I wouldn't have had a ride over there tell about 10 or so...and it would have been Chris and I didn't realy want Chris to go since like most the ppl. that would have been there wouldnt like him the only ppl that would would be ....me and Brandon. Yeah....Chris didn't make a good inpression on my friends. I mean they probably wouldnt have cared that he was there cause I mean nobody gives a shit anymore its just Chris. If he would have saw Matt or Big James there he probably would have wanted to leave. So I decided not to go and sleep the day away. Sometimes being in love isn't all it is suppose too. Its mainly sacrafises....lots and lots of sacrafises! Maybe Celect and I would do something some other time. Maybe she would want to go to the Flogging molly show. who knows. She told me Michael hates me. Its wierd cause just a while ago he liked me and it was ok for Celect to talk to me, who knows I just dont get Michael...him and Chris are just alike (in relationship) I just dont understand how they arnt friends anymore. Oh well. I wonder what Chris and I are going to do tonight....maybe ummm.... maybe we will go to the waffle house for a cherry coke! Big James, Brandon, Matt, Dustin G., and I did that a couple of times last summer. Nothing was better than Dennys though!!!! Especially the night we just couldn't stop laughing....im not sure what we were laughing at....was it that Chase keeped on spilling his drink on him even though he was drinking it from a straw....nah, was it Dustin G. being drunk and sprinkling salt on everyone...nah. I think it was the "puff" thing....damn that was the funniest thing! We need to do that again someday..hehe. We just couldnt stop laughing...I dont think anyone was drunk that night, thats the fucked up thing...hehe God the good old days!!!! ah memorys.... So my dad keeps on calling me, its kind of freaking me out...my dad never calls me, not to talk to me at least.He calls maybe once a month just to see if im still alive and sends me 50 bucks. Kind of wierd, I think I might be a nurse. I was talking to my aunt and she said that shes a nurse and nurses in Cali are making about 8000 to 10,000 a month. I wonder if thats possibale, just to be a nurse. I dont know who knows. Ill see. All I know is whatever career I do im going to Cali to work cause they make more money at anything. Ah im tired maybe i can sleep some more
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I WANT A CIGARETTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GO AWAY BRONCHITIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Time: | 4:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  groggy. | | Music: | christophers rave music....ewwwww!. |
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I have Bronchitis(or as dustin and brandon said you know Bronchitis its when you turn into a dinosaur!) from what the dr. says.Agh! Its the worst feeling ever I finally went to the doctor today and Im going back to school Wed.,....maybe. Chris and I are going out to eat right now so im going to go. Oh Brandon I think I quit smoking! (it hurts:()yah! and Brandon and Dustin I havn't turned into a dinosaur yet!
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Saturday, March 2nd, 2002
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Agh, I'm so freaking sick! Yesterday I woke up and my throat was like swollen and I was all stuffed up but my mommy said I had to go to school cause she couldn't take me to the doctor that day to get me an excuse. So I was like agh fine. I got ready and I felt a little better, I just thought it was cause I just woke up and stuff but later on that day around lunch time I felt like complete shit! I called my mom but she was working and couldn't come check me out and I called my aunt and she was at school and I called Chris but the school said they can't let anyone come check me out unless they were on my check out list not even if my mommy called up there and said it was ok. I told Chris to bring me some medicine when I got home cause I didn't have any at home. He misunderstood me and brought medicine up to the school but of course they didn't let him give it to me so he went to my house and waited outside my door tell I got home w/ medicine for me, awwwwww. That didn't really help what he brought over, it just made me tired. He left for work 2 hrs. later and I fell asleep. My mommy and Chris kept on calling me to make sure I was ok which didn't really help cause I was trying to sleep and I had to get up like 5 times to get the phone! Then Chris called and asked if I was still going to make dinner if not he would bring something home to eat, I really didn't feel like it but I promised a while ago I would make that shit we made for valentines again. So I told him id cook it. So I got my ass up out of bed took a shower and went downstairs and just kind of sat there then I made blueberry muffins and started cooking that shit. Chris and my mommy came home and Chris cooked the chicken and I cooked the rest of the shit and dinner was served! I stayed up for a nother hr or 2 and was like agh screw this and Chris and I went to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night cause I like couldn't breath and went downstairs to sleep on the couch cause I didn't want to drool all over Chris or something but like an hr. later Chris came down there and told me to go back up stairs but I didn't want to get up he put a nother cover on me and I kicked it off cause I was so hot he was like " what the hell its fucking freezing" but then he felt me and i was like burning up w/ a fever so he went and got a wet cloth and put it on my head and I fell asleep. Awwwww he took care of me all last night. I had some really weird dreams last night too.... just weird.... Then Chris and I woke up in the morning and went to my bedroom and sleep a little more then we got up took showers and headed to big lots to get an application for me but they were closed and then we went to wal-mart to get medicine and cough drops. Ryan was working cash register. I don't think he was to happy the lady in front of us had like 2 baskets full of grocerys and like a handful of coupons. I hate when ppl. do that. Then we ate at sonic and went to Chris house and his grandma talked about how basically she didn't want me there cause I was sick ( I was only there for like 15 mins. getting Chris clothes) and she said my mom needed as ass whopping cause she didn't take off work and get me medicine..... I don't think that my mom needed an "ass whopping" for that. I understand she had to work and I can wait it out 1 day and shit, im a big girl.....Oh well whatever then we came home and I felt more like shit from only being out for an hr. I took my medicine and layed down and then Chris and my mommy left for work and I fell asleep and I just woke up a little while ago. My mom said she saw big James at the restaurant yesterday w/ some army guys. She said she talked to him for a while. I wonder how big James is.... Hopefully good. Well if anyone talks to him tell him I said hey and stuff. Oh and I only smoked 4 cigarettes yesterday and 4 today, arn't you proud of me Brandon!!!
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Sunday, February 24th, 2002
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Well today is Sunday and im up really early! All I want to do is sleep in on the weekends but Chris always wakes me up around 10 or 11, ah.... So today I guess around 1 I will start getting ready for my interview I have at Quizno (I guess thats how you spell it.) Its at 3:30. I really want the job but then again I don't. Cause if I get this job that means I can't see my great grandparents,my sister, my dad, and Stephanie this summer.It's been two yrs. since ive been over there now and I really want to go for like a month just to get away from everyone. Erica wanted me to come stay w/ her some of the summer too, but I don't think thats going to happen we don't talk to much anymore. Maybe i'll see her someday when she comes back here to see Jason. I think if I did go some where for the summer the only ppl. I would miss would be Chris and my mom, I really don't have anyone else here to miss anymore. I don't know, oh and Chris said he heard my uncle talking about maybe hiring me at his restaurant, as a hostess or something...yah right, well see about that. I just want a job so I can buy everything I want. Im the kind of person, if I see something I want I can't wait to get the money I want it then and there now. I guess thats a bad thing, oh well. So Chris and my mom are gone to work in the day time now, so im here all by myself now w/ nothing to do what so ever but get online and play super mario brother games....yep what great fun! So Chris has a job finally and now its boring w/out him. His going to be going to JC i think next month, im not sure and his going to take this 15 credit class thing and then his going to start taking computer shit. I think his going to take the same classes Jason is in. I don't know. Hehe I just thought about that one time on New Years when Jason and Chris stoped the car in the middle of nowhere in Vancleave and ran and stole the plastic light up baby jesus and I think a plastic cow thing, hehe. Ah, the good old days.... Hmmm... so I wonder if I can pass as 21.... I guess when I get all dressed up and shit I look like im 21. Well if Dustin Sh. did it, im sure I could. Im finally listening to the Perfect circle cd Chet let me burn about a month ago...its pretty good. This has to be the best song.Well I guess im going to go play mario brothers.....
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Friday, February 22nd, 2002
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So i got this thing from crush link saying someone has a crush on me.....but in order to find out who does you have to type in your crushes.....i dont have any crushes...so i was like hmmm....ill type in everyones name i know, nope didnt find out. All i know is the first name has 5 letters and the last name has 7 letters....nope, have no clue.
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sore.
rejected.
awake.
envious.
sick.
ditzy.